Thinking Of You

I lie on my bed and stare at the wall. My thoughts - all about u, gives me a lovely feeling!

khamis lepas hubby pesan dlm paperbag tu ade baju hubby yg blum dcuci. igt nk cuci kt rumah parents.. kang letak kat rumah mmg lambat la sha cuci

bile nk cuci, tgok ade note - i know u gonna miss me.. this is for u darling.

x jadi sha nk cuci.. ade bau my hubby ;-) dh 2ari tido sha dok cium baju tu. teruk tul sha nie.

yup, sha mmg teruk. eventho dh stahun kahwin, 2ari mst sha xde mood & nangis. xde la nangis smpai bengkak mata cuma sebak jela tgok hubby xde kat sbelah kita time tido. rasa sunyi tau. sha jenis hati kici mmg gini dr dulu. dh ubah pun still mcm princess (someone called me princess when she read my blog)

1st day - sent him to airport.. kuatkn diri x nangis depan hubby.. dh lambai2 tgn amik kete kat jockey.. start engine.. jalan.. dh lama sket tgok sbelah baru hati sebak.. nangis sket control giler sbb tgh drive.. smpai je rumah nangis puas2 baru lega then mandi trus kemas almari baju.. dh kemas pun buat2 sepahkn bilik.. pastu kemas balik.

2nd day - bile start xde line sbb dh get ready nk naik bot.. call lepaskn rindu & hangup.. trus nangis puas2 tp tetap maintain supaya mata x bengkak ehhehehe.. then dh ok.. turun bawah kemas rumah smpai atas.. abis sgala almari sha lap..sapu & mop. badan pun dh letih naik atas tido.

3rd day - sha dh ok.. leh google & surfing internet.. buat cam biasa

bile tgok org lain gado gn hubby depa, sha advised jgn la gado.. just imagine if u in my place.. dh ler jauh gn hubby. hargai masa yg ade.. elakkn pgaduhan. hati pun tenang.

have a nice weekend :-)